Lyrics: Zia - Was it because she didn't love me?

[Hangul]
지아 - 사랑하지 않아서 그랬니

사랑하지 않기로 했어
나만 생각하기로 했어
너의 그 말 못 들은 척 못 하겠어
네게 버림받기 싫어서
예쁜 표정을 지어보며
매달리는 내가 나조차 싫어져

마지막까지 상처받긴 싫은데
넌 여전히 나를 배려해 줄
마음이 없나 봐

사랑하지 않아서 그랬니
처음부터 그런 거니
아무 힘없이 널 보내야만 하니 정말
매번 이기려 했던 너에게
애를 써 져주려고 했었던 순간도
니가 필요했던 숱한 밤도
너를 사랑하니까 그랬어

마지막으로 안아주면 안 될까
말하고 싶어도
우느라고 정신이 없는 날

사랑하지 않아서 그랬니
처음부터 그런 거니
아무 힘없이 널 보내야만 하니 정말
매번 이기려 했던 너에게
애를 써 져주려고 했었던 순간도
니가 필요했던 숱한 밤도
너를 사랑하니까 그랬어

넌 모르지 얼마나 아픈지
왜 내가 버텨내고 참았는지
뭐가 미안한데
도망치듯 날 버릴 거면서
너만 후련한 거 같아 여기까지라서

기다리는 건 안 해 안 할래
널 미워하고 말래
거짓말하면 날 돌아봐 줄 거니 제발
내가 말리든 말든 들었던 술잔도
아픈 나를 혼자만 둔 밤도
니 친구들 안 보여준 것도
사랑하지 않아서 그랬니

[Romanization]
jia - salanghaji anh-aseo geulaessni

salanghaji anhgilo haess-eo
naman saeng-gaghagilo haess-eo
neoui geu mal mos deul-eun cheog mos hagess-eo
nege beolimbadgi silh-eoseo
yeppeun pyojeong-eul jieobomyeo
maedallineun naega najocha silh-eojyeo

majimagkkaji sangcheobadgin silh-eunde
neon yeojeonhi naleul baelyeohae jul
ma-eum-i eobsna bwa

salanghaji anh-aseo geulaessni
cheoeumbuteo geuleon geoni
amu him-eobs-i neol bonaeyaman hani jeongmal
maebeon igilyeo haessdeon neoege
aeleul sseo jyeojulyeogo haess-eossdeon sungando
niga pil-yohaessdeon suthan bamdo
neoleul salanghanikka geulaess-eo

majimag-eulo an-ajumyeon an doelkka
malhago sip-eodo
uneulago jeongsin-i eobsneun nal

salanghaji anh-aseo geulaessni
cheoeumbuteo geuleon geoni
amu him-eobs-i neol bonaeyaman hani jeongmal
maebeon igilyeo haessdeon neoege
aeleul sseo jyeojulyeogo haess-eossdeon sungando
niga pil-yohaessdeon suthan bamdo
neoleul salanghanikka geulaess-eo

neon moleuji eolmana apeunji
wae naega beotyeonaego cham-assneunji
mwoga mianhande
domangchideus nal beolil geomyeonseo
neoman hulyeonhan geo gat-a yeogikkajilaseo

gidalineun geon an hae an hallae
neol miwohago mallae
geojismalhamyeon nal dol-abwa jul geoni jebal
naega mallideun maldeun deul-eossdeon suljando
apeun naleul honjaman dun bamdo
ni chingudeul an boyeojun geosdo
salanghaji anh-aseo geulaessni

[English]
Zia - Was it because she didn't love me?

she decided not to love
I decided to think only of myself
I can't pretend I didn't hear you
Because I don't want to be abandoned by you
Looking at a pretty face
Even I hate myself for clinging

I don't want to be hurt until the end
you will still take care of me
I guess you don't have a heart

Was it because I didn't love you
Was it like that from the beginning?
I really have to let you go without any power
To you who always tried to win
Even the moment I tried to lose
The many nights I needed you
I did it because I love you

Can I hug you one last time?
I want to talk
The day I'm out of my mind from crying

Was it because I didn't love you
Was it like that from the beginning?
I really have to let you go without any power
To you who always tried to win
Even the moment I tried to lose
The many nights I needed you
I did it because I love you

you don't know how much it hurts
Why did I endure and endure
what are you sorry
As if you were running away, you were going to throw me away
I think you're the only one who's relieved

I don't want to wait
i hate you
If I lie, will you look back on me please
Whether I stopped it or not, the drinking glasses I heard
Even the nights when I left the sick me alone
What your friends didn't show
Was it because I didn't love you